The flowers halfway lag halfway

"Snow a piece of a......"
On the street with a Christmas atmosphere, the Christmas this winter, I was alone on the way home, street on the window of the shop put up the Christmas tree, elk, Santa Claus.A lot of couples happy been together, in the street.A little bit cold, I had just got fees, have a cup of tea with milk it.Warm my cold hands, though I know, my hand for a while and cold, since YunZhe leave me after I hand to have been no warm......
The look is a shop to attract the puppets, just a usual a mickey, my room live a Minnie, is YunZhe in three years ago to send me the Christmas gifts.Ha ha, very Philistine gift.But I saw the such as treasure, it is the first time you give me, but also the last gift to me.Your face is shy, "son replica oakley sunglasses, marrychristmas, I...... I...... I want with you I happiness!"I think I was then in the world the most happy girl, I hold gift, hold your hands, you bet is the said: "well, we will be happy for."Much like a fireworks, dazzle beautiful appearance, so impressive, but is so short, perhaps because the short just memorable it.Young love, like fireworks as disappeared in the dark of endless.
(a month ago)
In front of the computer sit along while yards a word, and made a cup of strong coffee bitter, looking at the dense water vapor going up, no thoughts and without thought.Open the curtains, a hit the afternoon sun harsh, since sat also don't pay the difference, why go out to sway it.Warm sunshine, the rustling cold wind, typical of the winter afternoon.Walk in the street, but the unconcioursly came to campus, I spent four years of university campus.The school boulevard on both sides of the FaTong had only limb, I look at the ground of the autumn leaves, can't help but think there was a time when the summer day, mottled shadow, you my hand through here.More than here, everywhere campus we are young figure.Sunshine fan eye, eye fell sand, I looked up and day, moist eyes.How come here, I light sigh.A group of people walking distance, laughing.Am I too want to him, why one of them and he was so alike in spirit, I turned around and, dare not enough.Xu had my illusion...
"ADuo, so you also here."You pat my shoulder, I can see your shoulders are shaking.
"Is it really you oh, so you also here. Long time no see."My answer is very light, is a sad blocked my throat.Is he, is it really him.
"Today has something to get together, next time."You swear by the group around you in western dress and leather shoes said to me.
"Good, worship."I SOB.Look at your figure, the past is like yesterday.
Some things are in my heart, some people I have no way to forget, I so lust after the old time, not forget, that I live in is the only now nutrients.
(three days ago)
You call me and say that a long time no see, have many things to say to me.Place in we have often go to some of the milk tea shop.I'm standing in the doorway, and the sun from under the sign of the oblique shot to come over, dazzling you came to me, the crossing of phnom penh you hold my hand, "ADuo, you see, the school also in, the milk tea shop is still in, I......".We go in, I throw your hands.You look in the eyes of a slightly different.
"Two cups of black brick tea with milk, a glass of Okinawa little sugar, a glass of half a pond."
Do you still remember I like to eat taste......I see you disappeared, seems to change is not very big, but between the forehead increase a spell able and shrewd in.You said, you've always wanted to come back, just family gave you a lot of pressure, a lot of things can according with heart, even sometimes want to contact with me are kind of luxury.
"HMM."I see from your eyes is all true.
"You blame me? ADuo."
I shook my head, I know, I know.I know you in there situation must also is not very good.
"ADuo, I very not easy to come home, this time not to walk. I now operate their own a company, everything is on track."
"Be? Congratulations!"
"ADuo, we get back to the past. And you still like me is be not?"
I nod, yes Oakley Oil Rig Sunglasses, I know no way to forget that to make me happy young life.
You from his pocket the strike had let the young I'm looking forward to for a long time ring, and it is a studded with a mickey's head of brick and stone type.Originally all you remember...Always contain in the eye of the meteors finally across.You light to wipe away my cheeks, kiss my tears.
"I'm sorry, it's only appear in your side, I'm sorry......"
The taste of milk tea as ever, between trance seems to all back to three years ago.The young and before long like, the same at the same time pearls greasy brown hair, smiling eyes also can open a flower.
(three years ago)
I wander in the school playground, thinking about the mess that club how to become more someone gas.The result is your basketball impartial hit, in fact is not very ache, look at your face; a regret over.Find your this face is not common sunshine, handsome.It is our school is famous for the JiaoCao, I get a brainwave,'s beat him at his own game, "hey hey, my community not sorrow not popularity!"I echo is down, face contort eyes and nose are all squeezed in a piece.Slightly narrowed her eyes look at you.Don't you know that, then you anxious if burned, but I was laughing.You are terrified me, pick up I went to the clinic run.
The clinic doctors say not serious, but I exaggerated expressions to think you hurt me very serious.Said: "after you, or if the brain damage memory loss, I'll take care of you all my life."I endure afraid of laughter, which have so easy to brain rot!Also which have so easy to take care of a lifetime, I said, is really a nerd.Well, looks better cheat.I use to shiver of the tone say: "still not to the extent of the memory loss, but recently I have been in the business for new a community, and now I'm injured what should I continue ah, not, you help me get it together, and the recent I want to give you a drama, community row to play man and a number.Your word, will promise to me.This is a small we meet opportunities, the department of the drama is our story outpost of music.
Filariasis drama club, I was President.The moral of filariasis: youth is like filariasis, is the sun or the magma?Is warm or burn?
We start with the department Shakespearean drama row "romeo and Juliet", your a born beauty really brought us many viewers, together with our hard work and good performance, we cooperate with very successful.That night stage, your clothing is British magnificently, threatening heroic spirit.It is too glaring light, it is moving the plot, to you, but a little estrogen.Curtain to finish, you excited pull up my hand to the audience together bow, and I hope you secretly.Find your eyes are also scan to me.In the eyes of the little secret of lace.Ha ha, much good to be youth!
From now on, we started a belong to our youth, in the campus every leaf on to write down our continuing word and in every place is branded we thick figure.In that year's Christmas OAKLEY HALF X SUNGLASSES, you stupid took the mickey figures, and said to make my life happiness.I hand and the next to heaven snow, it is spent on our hands full of sweet heart, the wind through the up my hair gently.I hand, son said, and my life together.We each other, a face of joys yan.
(two days ago)
I flip you send the ring, glad and fear, not around to sleep.This might not want, thinking about thinking of the corners of the mouth and slightly up up.
Phone rang but at this time, a stream of the idea of ominous from the bottom rising.I trembled with fear picked up the phone: "hello, hello."
"Lee a right, I was YunZhe mom, some things I have in a year ago and you said, don't want to say again the second time. I hope you still remember you when the oath. YunZhe company that in fact because a group of someone help that smoothly, I think you are a clever boy."
　　……
I'll hang up the phone down, speechless, ACTS tear two lines.Everything seems to be back to the one year ago of that day.
I holed up in the corner, with his hands ring, some say, this is hugged his posture.A little warm, and a little cold.Salty water went across face, flood, falling to a cold.Withers strip a dish, a withering planting seedlings.Rusty old moonlight in the dark night to circulation, low moans.Floating in my window is broken bright moon light.Don't sleep a wink all night.
(a year ago)
Faced with graduate, you said that you would take me with going abroad.When you will I brought to you before the parents, how much I was so ah, afraid to make any mistake.Get up the courage stand in the front of your parents, uncle aunt displeasure.My heart like a flower general bright.
And the second day after the meal, aunt come to find me talk alone, say you is your only hope of her home, you should go abroad and then and a you have in a group's daughter in marriage, then the possessions.My background don't deserve you.I exist only to delay your future.And also to check my grandma was ill, hit 2 million for grandma cure.I'm sorry, grandma's illness was very heavy drag can not, I accept your mother's offer.To refuse to family and you go overseas, and encourage you to go out.I want to grandma and not me to do this, the only reason, probably still have your good background inspired bones inferiority, and perhaps I have no confidence.I know, once you leave my side, your parents will try their best to not let you and I get contact, so that our story also then died.I don't know how I say those words of cruel, like a knife general was cut you at the same time also cut the I.
That year, grandmother of disease, but I QueBing.......All three days what eat what vomit, but not spit to miss you.I began to write, and tried to book do miss.
(last)
I wrote a letter, will ring and believe in the envelope with together, run to find you.
"YunZhe, this is for you."
"What is it?"
"Love letter ah. For a while I go down again after."I face a nifty.
You GuanErYiXiao: "you little fool, also write love letter! What later. Together every day is like a love letter."
Heart tightly, sole was painful sole was painful.I looked up and day, "a lovely day."You face a blue color, you know, every time I sad when they looked at day, only said the weather.
"I go, remember, I go far to see the letter ah."I will light falls on your forehead lips, goodbye, my young.
I did not go far, you also did not go far, just between us the across a huge gap cannot.
Fortunately, I was back to leave you will.You couldn't see my tears streaming down the left.The golden rays of the setting sun from behind fly, I step by step on his shadow Oakley Batwolf Sunglasses, like the heart on average, each step is so painful.Perhaps, I turned to the human is miss mermaid, fishplate fall into both feet, and walking, such as on the tip of the dance on, but still didn't get the prince's happiness.I keep three years after all the love into foam, the broken in the west of the round wheels sink.
(today)
After all, I still write me and his this story, the story of the three years that I used to formally end for three days.I said to myself: let me not forget for a moment all of the young is, is that in the snow to make I said I smile once the young.And now the YunZhe have nothing to do.He is not my YunZhe, I want to leave.
Finishing travelling bag, found it empty room originally nothing I can take things.Was sitting on the edge of the, looking at those diary written before, light sorrow was also a diary a pull out.The head of a bed mickey also can see my eye sadness, will he deep into the bottom of the bag.
The train platform, hand into the west train ticket, you said, later to and I together on horseback west to xinjiang.Word had moved years, still in the ear.Unfortunately, the west's only me and mickey just, on alone, see the clouds scud across.Blare......The train flute sound on, much like the city of deep long cry.Maybe I should rejoice in my life the most prosperous time is you meet.I look back on the train the city, my eyes blurred, goodbye, YunZhe, my YunZhe.I went to sleep.
Rejoice in that had shattered the chance of youth, halfway along the wounds of flowers.
Postscript:
About the letter: only write simple 14 word, "YunZhe, sorry, I will fly away, I wish happiness. ADuo."Don't ask why I did not give reasons for leaving out and, if you like I love him, you wouldn't say.Love, it is to hope he happiness, hope he than their own good, oneself is not so important.He think of me, for me, was enough.